2010-01-19 Tuesday
One of the things that many of us would find hard to deny is the paranoia that wracks us, the Bipolar. It all but destroyed me 2 years ago and the wash back of that is rearing it’s ugly head today . . . . I think.
It is just so hard to focus, there are things that really need my attention and I am suffering enormously from a financial catastrophe which keeps me teetering constantly not knowing how I am going to fall.
I struggle with the self medication of alcohol and illicit drugs in concert with my prescribed bipolar medication. Thankful I am not a wreck, otherwise I’ve not a clue what to do. Oh well . . .