Bipolar Diary

It is all good. I almost feel normal. Things have been normal at least the way I define it but really put much to that.

Went to Timberline Ski Area just outside Portland Oregon an did a few pictures of Mt Hood (see Below) and I would say looking good.

You know I really could get used to feeling like this I can’t say when the last time I felt this good and can’t really say if I have. Too Kool!

It can be really unpredictable most of the time. At the moment as well as the past few days I have been feeling extraordinarily good for which no reason comes to mind but I guess that is why I would need a shrink to tell me why or if it is truly a fact that I am feeling good. Of course due to that fact it is why I don’t have a shrink even though in pact blogging I have mentioned how I thought I really need one; musta been outa my mind.

I am still vacationing, having a grand time, loving the wife and the time we are spending together (don’t know if she reads this) but it is true. My focus on the task at hand seems to be workable for I have taken many photographs and they have been outstanding! Nothing that will make me rich but none the less they have turned out exceptionally well.

I haven’t really said much about the time we spent with our friends here in Central Oregon but we got to their place early afternoon sitting around catching up what has happened since we saw each on a cruise on Lake Washington in August of 2009. They had set up dinner out at a small musical performance which turned out to be some of the weirdest shit I have ever heard in my frigging life and it was just not t he amount of wine I had consumed, the music was just plain WEIRD! Food OK for a buffet.

When we got home we (wife and I) got an additional musical performance from our friends with him singing and playing the acoustic guitar and his wife accompanying him vocally. Totally outstanding performance by them just could not get enough!

Unbelievable, not only am I on the top side of my cycle it is great! it is sustained and I sure hope I don’t plunge and friggin crash and burn . . . been there done that but I certainly will enjoy it while it lasts.

I am not sure if is the release from the medication or if it is just going good. As usual I say you all out there do know what I mean.

Better yet I am popping out some killer articles for an example here is on from ezineArticles.com go there and check it out if you like. I am not having trouble concentrating and I can carryout a thought so I would say I am doing pretty good.

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0600 – N/L – 1700
and tomorrow is Xmas . . . .

This morning I slept so well that I did not get up until the wifes alarm woke me up and she usually gets up 1 1/2 hours after I do. My subconscience must have sent me directly to bed last night with out setting an alarm though I did have the CPAP all set up. . . I think.

Nedless to say R2-D2 did not get a walk this morning but I do beleive she will survive.

Nas Choka was in from New Republic to meet with Dart Desolus and Darth Vader and Count Dooku were in New Republic to see if they could get everything laid to rest. All day was spent visiting with Nas Choka and then sending him off at the airport and me coming home to tend to the chores and catch up on computer and billing. Don’t get much better than that.

A note: The medicine may be working for I feel in a real mid nothingness but possibly a bit ok even. hmmmmmmmmmmm

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Still on Vacation in Tampa Florida, More Clearwater than Tampa.
Up this morning about 0830 and rushed off to the free Hotel breakfast because we did not know when it would end. Headed out to Clearwater beach about 1030 with the skys looking meanicing, but no rain. Today I am feeling pretty much status quo as I have had for the last 3 days or so. At the beach we started off parking where Mara Jade Skywalker had suggested to park because it was only 75 cents but had to be fed every hour and then as walkin go the beach I look at the meter over there and they were $1.50 hour but you could pay for as long as you want. Out swimming and all, a tinkle of rain but nothing really. Some after 1300 we decided to head back and shower get some lunch then head down south to see the “Sunshine Skyway” the bridge which was rammed by a 606 foot freighter bringing down a good portion of the center span with 30 something people dying. Tragic but the rebuilt bridge is very beautiful with a video being posted with this blog. We continued being tourists and drove about, took picture and made videos. Back for the evening and out for dinner about 1930 at a BBQ place off Highway 60 in Clearwater. After dinner back in the Hotel room to blogg and tend to nothing really, gelling and relaxing, For Sure!

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0600 – 1/2 – 1800
0430 Out walking the dog for the 20 minute walk. 0600 In the office and right away tending to all that requires attention. Feeling fairly well, on the upside nothing radical I suppose. My desktop computer is acting up a bit tho I suppose I will survive or don’t really care for I will be on vacation. 1020 I have just spent the last 90 minutes with Darth Desolus
discussing business growth and what I see my stratiges to be. I was looking to Darth Desolus for direction and if the two us us see in like ways, which we did not and he proceeded to tell me what his thoughts were and by the time we were done I had no clue as to what he wants to do so it will remain status quo. We did conclude that we would bring Nas Choka out from New republic to Interview and possibly render an offer to.

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Begin the day with the usual 20 minute walk with the dog while Mara Jade Skywalker sleeps. She was still in bed when I got home , so I asked if she wanted anything special for breakfast but she said no so I did me some steak eggs toast and coffee. Mowed the front and back yard before the sun got too hot and then had a dip in the hot tub. Checked the weeks lottery and and only won $2 on the Cash5. Went to the store and got new lottery for the upcoming week. Working on getting the blogs updated. Will be working on the IBM notebook to get ready for vacation travel to Tampa Florida leaving Wendesday 8-26-09 returning Saturday -29-09. The dog with be staying with Anakin Skywalker while we are gone, She usually get a big kick spending time other places also.

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This morning I did the usual 20 minute walk with the dog. the weather was nice less chilly than yesterday. It was about 09:00AM. Had breakfast fixed by the wife, some biscuits and gravy. Tidied up a bit and then headed to do some remodeling work. I am feeling better, it seems that i am on the up swing. Still trying to get down the aircraft check list in simulation but I just can’t concentrate. Had some dinner and did not have the heart to do any more remodeling. I worked into the morning on data backup and organizing my PLR material.

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0600 – N/L – 1700
Did the usual 20 minute doggie walk, the weather was a bit nicer than usual. 0600 In right off on what is necessary. Parade of those who need help or are Wippin and helping to be sure they are on track. Did work available analysic for Darth Vader and found 8.5 million over the next 90 days. 1000 Jarael did a minimal purchase to find Obbi-Wans info and all was incorrect. Shows what $1.98 will do for ya. She said she will try another search. 1145 Talked with Dexter Jettster over work codes for prequal with AP. We did find the correct phone number for Obbi-Wans, and I called and talked to his current wife who said he was out of town. 1330 Jan Ors lets me know that we did not prequal for the Death Star Traffic Signal bid. It appears that Khorm did not prequal either. Curve balls that life throws just can’t be hit but we roll on.

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0600 – N/L – 1830
Really cool out, summer is dying with sunrise about 0630. 0600 Getting right after it all. Printed everyone a 88t8 Guide, 6 in all which is a guide with 66 pages. 0800 In with Darth Vader listening to his big ideas but I only have the little red wagon with 2 girl scouts to accomplish these big ideas. 1000 Listening to Chewbacca and his concerns about a bust he can’t resolve in an estimate he did not want to do a turn over on 5 months earlier. His problem. 1447 Darth Desolus called telling me about his kill and wanted Taun We’s phone number to talk about game meat for her. 1531 Slamming on the Death Star bid 1615 Went outside to catch some sun and relief from the frigid temperature of the meat locker they call my office. Any how outside was Darth Caedus and Tibor talking to Darth Vader of which I found really curious! 1700 Darth Desolus calls all up in arms over the bullshit Ponda Babba is doing and is saying we are cutting all ties from him.

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