Bipolar Diary

As again it is bye to yall. Shutting it all down. It is too much for my sick mind to handle and I just can’t doit . . .

The boss wanted to know why I was out to have blood drawn as in was I OK or other. I told boss that it was just routine for my bipolar. Boss exclaimed that I had never said I was bipolar. I reminded boss that there were a time or two when we had that discussion and not just a passing moment. Don’t know where boss was going with this but I would never remember so I am putting it here as a witness.

0500 – 1/2 – 0730
It feels horrible, like my head is going to explode. There has been so much today and can venture to say that it has not been fun. To kick it off Darth Vader cornered me in my off and just rambled on with his usual shit. I flat told him again to garner the business he wants he has to do such and such which I have plainly told him again and again over the last 2 years. Then I go to the Powapo Nadda for Amanas Gogmmas and did not do well there for I had high hopes. Darth Vader musta slammed Darth Desolus for he then cornered me asking the same and I told him also what it would take which he replyed with some hiliarous Glog Pilmus of which I was not buying into. We were interuppted by Chewbacca and while we were conversing Darth Desolus snuck away possibly to report his fustrations to Darth Vader. I then determined it was time to go home for the day anyhow so I left. Had some dinner but no stomach for my evening wallk but worked on the home bills and some business got fustrated and decided it was time to do a hot tub and scurry off to bed.

A note: I am so bungled up I can’t really dechiper what my condition is but I am going to increase med by 500mg to 1000mg but really need to find a shrink.

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0600 – 1/2 – 1930
Out at 0500 with R2-D2 walking our usual 20 minute. Back home to have a quick breakfast and then zip of to work at the Dark Star. A note: feeling somewhat up and if I knew not better feeling some what better on the up swing. God if I could only really understand the days. Running around here trying to aid in getting the bids done, business covered for Darth Desolus is off on to a great white hunt. Can’t really say when it will be done, Gilad Pellaeon is not far along with his estimate so I need to hang out with him until it is done. It just don’t get any better than that. 1930 Just too tired to continue so head home and get some dinner (Tacos 7 Poppers) vegging out in front of the tube for the rest of the night.

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0500 – 1/2 – 1530
Had to have had the worst night sleeps in forever, could not get comfortabel, slept with the CPAP off and the PAIN, om my GOD the pain! I could not get comfortable and the result was I was looking at the clock every 1/2 hour until 0330 when I got up and took R2-D2 out walking for 30 minutes. Fixed and big breakfast and hit work at 0500. I was locked out of my computer so I had to get tech support on the line which took 2 hours and then everyone started rolling in. By 0900 Dart Desolula was in by then but running all ove with Darth Vader in New Republic with Count Dooku to settle up with the barbarians there. Been having a good time. Seems like a jolly time is brewing because an appointment was set to remove escrow documents from the vault and according to Count Dooku Darth Desolua has the key some where so it is bout to be a ball! Once I was in my computer the day was spent on doing little catchup things and configuring my replacement laptop replacing the ones which were stolen.

Home by 1800, dinner and all evening working on bringing the blogs current, financials for the business and prep for the annual company report due in Sept 2009. Oh joy! Out to bed by 2200 and a good night to all . . . .

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Still on Vacation in Tampa Florida, More Clearwater than Tampa.
Up this morning about 0830 and rushed off to the free Hotel breakfast because we did not know when it would end. Headed out to Clearwater beach about 1030 with the skys looking meanicing, but no rain. Today I am feeling pretty much status quo as I have had for the last 3 days or so. At the beach we started off parking where Mara Jade Skywalker had suggested to park because it was only 75 cents but had to be fed every hour and then as walkin go the beach I look at the meter over there and they were $1.50 hour but you could pay for as long as you want. Out swimming and all, a tinkle of rain but nothing really. Some after 1300 we decided to head back and shower get some lunch then head down south to see the “Sunshine Skyway” the bridge which was rammed by a 606 foot freighter bringing down a good portion of the center span with 30 something people dying. Tragic but the rebuilt bridge is very beautiful with a video being posted with this blog. We continued being tourists and drove about, took picture and made videos. Back for the evening and out for dinner about 1930 at a BBQ place off Highway 60 in Clearwater. After dinner back in the Hotel room to blogg and tend to nothing really, gelling and relaxing, For Sure!

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On Vacation – In Tampa Florida
Mara Jade Skywalker and I left the house at 0730 heading out to the parking shuttle lot stopping on the way at Sonic to catch a bite before heading to the airport. All throught security and waiting for the plane to getting on the pplane all was uneventual, all good. Still feeling on the upside, nothing great or such. More on the upswing tahn anything but all good. Did get ahold of Alan, said we would try to connect while here but hard to say how that is going. Had dinner down by the beach, but fighting a down pour and a real good one at that. By the time dinner was over the rain had stopped so we walked out pier 60 and paid our 50 cents to go to the end and did some pictures and video. Back to the Hotel, Holiday Inn Express in Cleaawater on Highway 60. Certainly not the worst one we have stayed at but then not one of the best either. Comfortable though. Done and in for the night.

Nighty night all..

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Saturday morning, up at about 0930 and the dog wants to walk NOW! so I hitch her up and we do our usual 20 minute walk and head for home a nd a nice breakfast. The weather is still somewhat Seattle like, gloomy, drizzly and overcast but according to the news it is looking up. After breakfast I get after on working in the den finalizing the door hanging breaking off the shims and tacking the door in permantely. I then finish off the dry walling in the areas that needed pieced together. HAd some lunch and was in the office doing some flight simulator and blogging and working on the bills. A bit more to finish out my goal for today and just putz around work on some sales and landing pages for a chang to some new stuff. Wrote some more on my books, what a mess, just trying to get my head inside ther to wriet something literate. On an up note, there has been a overwhelming request for my book on 101 diet and weight lost tips. Really late so gotta roll into the sack,

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0630 – N/L – 1900
It seems like I have one of those do the weird working hours thing going. Just like clock work I had a 0530 to 1100 Lunch 1230 to 1600 thing just like clock work and now look at me and what I am doing, Why?

Out with R2-D2 for a 20 minute stroll but at a fast pace doing 1 1/2 miles. Ont to work then after a very blah breakfast of cereal and instant coffee. The weather is somewhat overcast and drizzly. As per this time of year Darth Desolus is off to Naboo for some Bochnaa so he will be away for a few days. Kinda of odd for he was using a paid Gungan to find his animal. The wor is Darth Desolus will be driving a Company vehicle and getting his usual car allowance, or so the rumor has it as told by Count Dooku who is driving it now. hard after the estime on all the intersections for the Death Star and now time to call it quitsa and begin the weekend. Came home and dicked around with the doors in the den for awhile and some dry walling. I then settled into doing some writing in my books but such a issue for I have 5 in progress, and I wonder why it is so hrd to focus sometime of is this the result of something with not being able to focus be the side effect. Then what does that make me? It is very late and burned so I am going to haul it in for the night.

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