Bipolar Diary

Let me start off with that many people that read this blog are those who have to deal with or professionally treat bipolars. My endings to my blogging is a plea for you to share, I know even those who are close to or may even love, God Bless You – Those who love a bipolar! there is many who know as well as I how difficult the bipolar is so! you need to share here on this very blog your feelings or experiences by either being a bipolar or the bipolar experience. Share, you will feel good in doing so.

BTW, If you are are shrink in the greater metropolitan area of Denver CO I desperately need you!

Well what do you know here it is 2 days in a row, can’t tell yo when the last time that happened. I swear that I am not feeling well enough to be doing this let alone 2 days in a row. Does a bipolar really use crutches. I mean aren’t they strong enough to stand alone? In answer to that when you have a host of raving demons in your head constantly how would you be able to function?

I had a thought that I was going to throw down here but it has left me for the moment and I dare say probably forever. At the present time I am without shrink. I have been without shrink since March of 2003. Have I been doing alright? Now what would you say seeing me stand around here asking questions and then answering them. NO! I am not OK and I have not been frigging OK since 2003. I did have a brief stint with I believe 2 shrinks and a GP who thought he was a shrink and could manage my medicine but almost poisoned me cept for the fact that I could read a lab report seeing that 2500 of Depakote was way over a therapeutic level and I weaned my self of my med and NO! I ain’t ok!

3 Years ago I quit a job that I had been on for 28 years (bipolars don’t like change) but I was delusional and felt I was being unmercifully being persecuted ( I wasn’t I now know)

I now have a host of screaming demons with me constantly on my current job and if it keeps up I am going to go stark raving mad. It hurts alot and I don’t know what to do. DO you?

A gift for my patient readers and followers

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I will end on that note – keep reading, learn, live happy and share.

YES! Share. A note about that.

PLEASE, PLEASE! Leave a comment below telling me of yourself, about your affliction and how it affects you. You can state you comment is PRIVATE to me or you would like to share it with all of my readers. Leave some sort of note telling me what you like about my writing, what you don’t like. Is there something you would like to see me write about, am I lucid enough to be understandable. Are you feeling my pain and my joy? Tell me, please if you would. Share your thoughts and message with me.

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If you all haven’t noticed I must be on the topside of an up swing because it appears I have written a few days in a row.

Another factor can be the fact that I am really getting into doing something about my weight and my fat ass. I have had a treadmill ( a good one at that ) which my wife bought 10 years ago. Enough about that, the point being is that when I am walking which is 1 hour in the morning and 1 at night. While walking I am reading eBooks on Internet Marketing which gives me hope in learning this complicated career choice. I am trying my hand in promoting a web site dealing with how to lose weight, weight loss safely and eating healthy for weight control and if you are interested you can Click Here to visit my web page and see if you think I am headed in the right direction.

It is hard for me to say because I tend to wander so horribly but then when I am in the cycle I am in at the moment I believe my thought are more lucid and complete but what has gone into that stuff when I am at a low point is surely interesting, but hopefully successful. By being diverted with my concentration on my weight and getting healthy and at a weight I haven’t seen in a long time is the fact that I haven’t done any “Shopping” and for those of you that “know” you probably can see the accomplishment in that, which again is attributed to my focus on other things.

Is it just me or am I being really repetitive? maybe such is good, be kind enough to tell me if you think otherwise.

Speaking of that, when you have read each and every blog if you would please be so kind and leave a comment as to what you think, share something, begin a conversation for I know how isolated bipolars can be, the suspicions that overwhelm you but you have a friend here.

In closing I do want to pitch one thing and that is if you really want to keep abreast as to everything I am doing and what I have discovered to please join my group by clicking here to change your life even if it is with curiosity or what . . .