Bipolar Diary

0500 – 1/2 – 0730
It feels horrible, like my head is going to explode. There has been so much today and can venture to say that it has not been fun. To kick it off Darth Vader cornered me in my off and just rambled on with his usual shit. I flat told him again to garner the business he wants he has to do such and such which I have plainly told him again and again over the last 2 years. Then I go to the Powapo Nadda for Amanas Gogmmas and did not do well there for I had high hopes. Darth Vader musta slammed Darth Desolus for he then cornered me asking the same and I told him also what it would take which he replyed with some hiliarous Glog Pilmus of which I was not buying into. We were interuppted by Chewbacca and while we were conversing Darth Desolus snuck away possibly to report his fustrations to Darth Vader. I then determined it was time to go home for the day anyhow so I left. Had some dinner but no stomach for my evening wallk but worked on the home bills and some business got fustrated and decided it was time to do a hot tub and scurry off to bed.

A note: I am so bungled up I can’t really dechiper what my condition is but I am going to increase med by 500mg to 1000mg but really need to find a shrink.

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0600 – 1/2 – 1930
Out at 0500 with R2-D2 walking our usual 20 minute. Back home to have a quick breakfast and then zip of to work at the Dark Star. A note: feeling somewhat up and if I knew not better feeling some what better on the up swing. God if I could only really understand the days. Running around here trying to aid in getting the bids done, business covered for Darth Desolus is off on to a great white hunt. Can’t really say when it will be done, Gilad Pellaeon is not far along with his estimate so I need to hang out with him until it is done. It just don’t get any better than that. 1930 Just too tired to continue so head home and get some dinner (Tacos 7 Poppers) vegging out in front of the tube for the rest of the night.

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0600 – N/L – 1700
and tomorrow is Xmas . . . .

This morning I slept so well that I did not get up until the wifes alarm woke me up and she usually gets up 1 1/2 hours after I do. My subconscience must have sent me directly to bed last night with out setting an alarm though I did have the CPAP all set up. . . I think.

Nedless to say R2-D2 did not get a walk this morning but I do beleive she will survive.

Nas Choka was in from New Republic to meet with Dart Desolus and Darth Vader and Count Dooku were in New Republic to see if they could get everything laid to rest. All day was spent visiting with Nas Choka and then sending him off at the airport and me coming home to tend to the chores and catch up on computer and billing. Don’t get much better than that.

A note: The medicine may be working for I feel in a real mid nothingness but possibly a bit ok even. hmmmmmmmmmmm

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0500 – 1/2 – 1530
Had to have had the worst night sleeps in forever, could not get comfortabel, slept with the CPAP off and the PAIN, om my GOD the pain! I could not get comfortable and the result was I was looking at the clock every 1/2 hour until 0330 when I got up and took R2-D2 out walking for 30 minutes. Fixed and big breakfast and hit work at 0500. I was locked out of my computer so I had to get tech support on the line which took 2 hours and then everyone started rolling in. By 0900 Dart Desolula was in by then but running all ove with Darth Vader in New Republic with Count Dooku to settle up with the barbarians there. Been having a good time. Seems like a jolly time is brewing because an appointment was set to remove escrow documents from the vault and according to Count Dooku Darth Desolua has the key some where so it is bout to be a ball! Once I was in my computer the day was spent on doing little catchup things and configuring my replacement laptop replacing the ones which were stolen.

Home by 1800, dinner and all evening working on bringing the blogs current, financials for the business and prep for the annual company report due in Sept 2009. Oh joy! Out to bed by 2200 and a good night to all . . . .

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0730 In the morning and I am off walking R2-D2 for about 20 minutes which is a mile and a half sat a brisk pace. Getting edgier and short and the days pass so I guess it is how low can I go. Don’t really want to know, nor do you!

Back from walking fixing up a full breakfast while Mara Jade Skywalker sleeps for she is not into the big breakfast, so I ate alone, but did set aside some tibits for R2-D2.

Kinda weepy outside, not really knowing if the weather is going to be stable so spent all day working on my blogging, some remodel breaks in the Den and finishing up doing the bills. Great day, huh? Yeah right.

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Last day in Florida, Clearwater Florida.
We will be flying back to Death Star later on in the afternoon. We have to get the rental car back and fuel in the tank and yet to the terminal in time to get the hell out of dodge. Feeling a bit edgy, can’t say I’ve been over the top but it sure seems on the way back down. Wow that really lasted awhile.

Got to the airport terminal and sat down and had some dinner and a drink. Not much action just waiting till the planes takes off.

The plane ride from hell, in front of me sat the most unruly and undisciplined 2 year old I have ever encountered in my life I just wanted to bust the mother in the mouth for what she had done to her child, what an injustice and not to mention the 10 kinds of hell I went through on a 3 hour 15 minute ride with constant squalling, jumping up and down and screaming. Never once missed a note nor went hoarse, the kid that is. 1830 Landed in the Death Star and home by 1930 and then over to pick up R2-D2 at my brothers house.

On home to an early sleep, just tired and burnt. Off to beddy bye!

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And from Clearwater Florida, we are still vacationing. Out to breakfast at Bob Evans and then on down to the Beach. When we got there it was threatening to storm so we decided to walk for a while and maybe find a store to wait out the rain.. And rain it did, quite a downpour. We were in the Clearwater Harley store and before we left we had spent over $100.00. We walked on back to where we had parked and put in our shopping loot. A side note here this really wasn’t a manic induced spree but just that of opportunity – I think. We went on to the beach and swam for some and 30 minutes into the swim clouds were threatening to blow out again so we headed over to the pier for cover and it did rain shortly and went on for another 30 minutes till it subsided substantially but not much so were headed back to the beach and it drizzled and rained harder for over 30 minutes and then pretty much stopped so we decided to quit swimming and walk down the beach walk so we stowed the beach gear in the car and went walking. The weather held but about 40 minutes later it seemed that it was going to open up again so we headed back to go to the hotel and get ready for dinner with Biggs Darklighter and his fiancée. We met at Landry’s Sea Food outside of Tampa, and enjoyed a good dinner and visit. I called it time to go so they could still have an evening together. We headed on to the hotel of computer play and blogging and then off to bed about midnight. A last note, It sorta seem like I am on the even plane on the topside which seems not great or excessive. I am still on 500mg Depakote X1 daily at bed time. There does no seem to be any effect at all and is difficult not having a competent professional to monitor it. Life goes on.

Still on Vacation in Tampa Florida, More Clearwater than Tampa.
Up this morning about 0830 and rushed off to the free Hotel breakfast because we did not know when it would end. Headed out to Clearwater beach about 1030 with the skys looking meanicing, but no rain. Today I am feeling pretty much status quo as I have had for the last 3 days or so. At the beach we started off parking where Mara Jade Skywalker had suggested to park because it was only 75 cents but had to be fed every hour and then as walkin go the beach I look at the meter over there and they were $1.50 hour but you could pay for as long as you want. Out swimming and all, a tinkle of rain but nothing really. Some after 1300 we decided to head back and shower get some lunch then head down south to see the “Sunshine Skyway” the bridge which was rammed by a 606 foot freighter bringing down a good portion of the center span with 30 something people dying. Tragic but the rebuilt bridge is very beautiful with a video being posted with this blog. We continued being tourists and drove about, took picture and made videos. Back for the evening and out for dinner about 1930 at a BBQ place off Highway 60 in Clearwater. After dinner back in the Hotel room to blogg and tend to nothing really, gelling and relaxing, For Sure!

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On Vacation – In Tampa Florida
Mara Jade Skywalker and I left the house at 0730 heading out to the parking shuttle lot stopping on the way at Sonic to catch a bite before heading to the airport. All throught security and waiting for the plane to getting on the pplane all was uneventual, all good. Still feeling on the upside, nothing great or such. More on the upswing tahn anything but all good. Did get ahold of Alan, said we would try to connect while here but hard to say how that is going. Had dinner down by the beach, but fighting a down pour and a real good one at that. By the time dinner was over the rain had stopped so we walked out pier 60 and paid our 50 cents to go to the end and did some pictures and video. Back to the Hotel, Holiday Inn Express in Cleaawater on Highway 60. Certainly not the worst one we have stayed at but then not one of the best either. Comfortable though. Done and in for the night.

Nighty night all..

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0600 – 1/2 – 1800
0430 Out walking the dog for the 20 minute walk. 0600 In the office and right away tending to all that requires attention. Feeling fairly well, on the upside nothing radical I suppose. My desktop computer is acting up a bit tho I suppose I will survive or don’t really care for I will be on vacation. 1020 I have just spent the last 90 minutes with Darth Desolus
discussing business growth and what I see my stratiges to be. I was looking to Darth Desolus for direction and if the two us us see in like ways, which we did not and he proceeded to tell me what his thoughts were and by the time we were done I had no clue as to what he wants to do so it will remain status quo. We did conclude that we would bring Nas Choka out from New republic to Interview and possibly render an offer to.

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