Bipolar Diary

0600 – ½ – 1815
The weather is nice this morning and pleasant, took the dog out for her 20 minute walk. 0600 In and now is the time to respond to my expense report alert reminder. 0730 The temperature in here is like being in a cave, it is cool and uncomfortable. 0853 Darth Desolus in. 0924 A moment of reflection, today seems that I am on the upswing for my moods. 1131 Finished with Darth Desolus and Count Dooku on what to do for business development in Oregon. This took 1 hour. 1230 Back from lunch and spent all afternoon doing the Trandoshan sign estimate as well as creating a revised 8t88 tutorial as I go along doing the bid. 1818 Time to wrap it up and head home. 1840 Having Dinner 1905 Down in the Dungeon working on the IBM notebook to have as a travel computer while doing backup and data archives. A very slow process. 2140 Tending to for the night and off to the hot tub and then bed.

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Begin the day with the usual 20 minute walk with the dog while Mara Jade Skywalker sleeps. She was still in bed when I got home , so I asked if she wanted anything special for breakfast but she said no so I did me some steak eggs toast and coffee. Mowed the front and back yard before the sun got too hot and then had a dip in the hot tub. Checked the weeks lottery and and only won $2 on the Cash5. Went to the store and got new lottery for the upcoming week. Working on getting the blogs updated. Will be working on the IBM notebook to get ready for vacation travel to Tampa Florida leaving Wendesday 8-26-09 returning Saturday -29-09. The dog with be staying with Anakin Skywalker while we are gone, She usually get a big kick spending time other places also.

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0600 – N/L – 1830
Pretty chilly out this morning, did the 20 minute doggie walk. Some drizzly on the way in to work this morn, not much tho. 0600 Did expense report reminder went off. Tidy up email. Get into Death Star . Jan Ors out with a migrain. Count Dooku needs access to an old directory. Met with Ponda Babba on this and that with Yuuzhan Vong work a gimme also a Sewer Plant at 730k. Met with Dexter Jettster on the upcoming big work/projects, Darth Vader busy and not in attendance bizzy with the other group and Darth Desolus is on vacation. 1100 Met with Chewbacca about the Second Death Star mine and how to bid and price. probaly not much help? 1200 Spent the rest of the day on doing an 88t8 tutor workbook for everyone.

At some point during the day I have realized that I have not experienced such lows in many years. A few months ago I had a run at medication monitored by my General Physican that I had quit taking. Today I began again to be medicated while I search for a shrink.

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Early in the morning the dog was very insistant in the fact she wanted walking so I rolled out of the rack and stumbled downt the hall to the potty to do my business so the doggie could get her walk, for goodness saakes it was only 0730 on a Sunday morning. After the walk the little ladys was up and suggested biskits and gravy and I readily agreed that was a great idea. While she got breakfast going I went and did a dip in the hot tub and since I was just going to be dinky in the den I went ahead and called it a bath. Headed for the den to do some ditty or dat but just could not get my head around it so I headed to the office to do some simming and pratice with some proper pioltage. Man I was on that way too long late afternoon so did up my weekly lotto and headed to the petro facility directly to draw up some new lotto wagers. But to the homestaed and got the bills caught but damn! I really got to get around doing the ledger for everything. Its getting late and dinner was soon so I stoed the unpleasantries uintil the becj=kned me again and headed to dinner. Very nice fare and plent filling, settled in to watch the finish of the dinner show and headed to the office to put the finishing touches on the existing web sites and do some testing. Set up the Xamp environment on the travel computer and other things I would like to have for travel and it has become time and past to beddy bi.

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Red Sky

In the cycle I am stuck somewhere though it don’t feel like the bottom and certainly not the top but I am able to think, the demons are mollified and I have a sense of some peace about me. One may be the decision to quit medication (how bold and exciting!)

It is at times like these that I am able to work on reasonable things as I have described below this article. For all I know Is it a collection of very bizzare stuff and I can tell you that I am not tin the state long enough to go and test but say maybe if you would go and look and drop me a email telling me what you found would be pretty neat.

I thank you for your support and following but do find it troubling that no one sends me a email to share their bipolar or their thought because with this blog software I am able to track the number of people visiting, how long they stay and even those who come back and Thank You Very Much! the are a lot of you who do so how about taking the time and begin aware of each other because I can tell you I feel like I am in a real abyss when it comes to other people. An email OK?

I may not have mentioned it but I really enjoy photography and can actually say that I do pretty well by it. Sooner or later I will try to get a gallery of photos that I take up and can say that amoung other things I am a pretty good writer also. I have written a number of ebooks, mostly on internet subjects and how-to for craigslist, twitter, google adsense and other popular marketing subjects. For my faithful readers I will make available totaly FREE to you, any and all if you desire just send me an email to ebooks@bipolarydiary.com tell what you would like or what type of ebooks you like or just ask for the whole list of what I have available. Yours FREE as I said for being one of my faithful readers and if you like I will do the same for all your family and friends. Not cost, no gimmick.

I will end on that note – keep reading, learn, live happy and share.

YES! Share. A note about that.

PLEASE, PLEASE! Leave a comment below telling me of yourself, about your affliction and how it affects you. You can state you comment is PRIVATE to me or you would like to share it with all of my readers. Leave some sort of note telling me what you like about my writing, what you don’t like. Is there something you would like to see me write about, am I lucid enough to be understandable. Are you feeling my pain and my joy? Tell me, please if you would. Share your thoughts and message with me.

I know that I ramble alot and the direction is not always lucid but email me by clicking the link below if you want more information on something I did not finish writing about or in a lucid moment clarify something I did write.

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Columbia River Area Water Falls

I think I may had had a lucid moment, This DEPAKOTE is making me go crazy, now what do you think of that? and further more I am going to do something about it even though I know I should find a shrink.

A shot of CROWN and now I am medicated my way and liking it!

I may not have mentioned it but I really enjoy photography and can actually say that I do pretty well by it. Sooner or later I will try to get a gallery of photos that I take up and can say that amoung other things I am a pretty good writer also. I have written a number of ebooks, mostly on internet subjects and how-to for craigslist, twitter, google adsense and other popular marketing subjects. For my faithful readers I will make available totaly FREE to you, any and all if you desire just send me an email to ebooks@bipolarydiary.com tell what you would like or what type of ebooks you like or just ask for the whole list of what I have available. Yours FREE as I said for being one of my faithful readers and if you like I will do the same for all your family and friends. Not cost, no gimmick.

I will end on that note – keep reading, learn, live happy and share.

YES! Share. A note about that.

PLEASE, PLEASE! Leave a comment below telling me of yourself, about your affliction and how it affects you. You can state you comment is PRIVATE to me or you would like to share it with all of my readers. Leave some sort of note telling me what you like about my writing, what you don’t like. Is there something you would like to see me write about, am I lucid enough to be understandable. Are you feeling my pain and my joy? Tell me, please if you would. Share your thoughts and message with me.

I know that I ramble alot and the direction is not always lucid but email me by clicking the link below if you want more information on something I did not finish writing about or in a lucid moment clarify something I did write.

Do You Like The Pictures? Do You Want More? email me and let me know Send a email or leave a comment.

For those of you who did not get the opportunity to download my last book WHICH IS FREE, click on the email above asking that I send you a link for the download.

What You See When Your Depakote Level is High

I have done a schedule and I have kept a few of the times and I think it is just the curve in getting acclimated.

I have also started eBaying and talk about train wreck, it is just a good thing that there is not much investment there or in typical bipolar fashion there goes da money, down that endless drain where the deep pockets reside.

Talking deep pockets I have never fashioned a method in reaching down into those deep pockets and find that it is a impracticability. So whoever coined that saying I tell ya I am not getting what you are laying down. Some help out there please!

There remains today some sensibility about me and if history of past bears out that this is just a typical upper (as best can be) which won’t last for long and then again I will be so paralyzed that I will hardly be able to do anything. Let’s dig on it now. Seems that there is a song in there someplace some kick back to the 70′s but mainly I have a HUGE ringing in my ears (NORMAL) must be the meds, to bring out the lyrics.

I may not have mentioned it but I really enjoy photography and can actually say that I do pretty well by it. Sooner or later I will try to get a gallery of photos that I take up and can say that amoung other things I am a pretty good writer also. I have written a number of ebooks, mostly on internet subjects and how-to for craigslist, twitter, google adsense and other popular marketing subjects. For my faithful readers I will make available totaly FREE to you, any and all if you desire just send me an email to ebooks@bipolarydiary.com tell what you would like or what type of ebooks you like or just ask for the whole list of what I have available. Yours FREE as I said for being one of my faithful readers and if you like I will do the same for all your family and friends. Not cost, no gimmick.

I will end on that note – keep reading, learn, live happy and share.

YES! Share. A note about that.

PLEASE, PLEASE! Leave a comment below telling me of yourself, about your affliction and how it affects you. You can state you comment is PRIVATE to me or you would like to share it with all of my readers. Leave some sort of note telling me what you like about my writing, what you don’t like. Is there something you would like to see me write about, am I lucid enough to be understandable. Are you feeling my pain and my joy? Tell me, please if you would. Share your thoughts and message with me.

I know that I ramble alot and the direction is not always lucid but email me by clicking the link below if you want more information on something I did not finish writing about or in a lucid moment clarify something I did write.

Do You Like The Pictures? Do You Want More? email me and let me know Send a email or leave a comment.

For those of you who did not get the opportunity to download my last book WHICH IS FREE, click on the email above asking that I send you a link for the download.