Archive for the ‘I’m not sad all of the time’ Category
2009-08-28 Friday
And from Clearwater Florida, we are still vacationing. Out to breakfast at Bob Evans and then on down to the Beach. When we got there it was threatening to storm so we decided to walk for a while and maybe find a store to wait out the rain.. And rain it did, quite a downpour. We were in the Clearwater Harley store and before we left we had spent over $100.00. We walked on back to where we had parked and put in our shopping loot. A side note here this really wasn’t a manic induced spree but just that of opportunity – I think. We went on to the beach and swam for some and 30 minutes into the swim clouds were threatening to blow out again so we headed over to the pier for cover and it did rain shortly and went on for another 30 minutes till it subsided substantially but not much so were headed back to the beach and it drizzled and rained harder for over 30 minutes and then pretty much stopped so we decided to quit swimming and walk down the beach walk so we stowed the beach gear in the car and went walking. The weather held but about 40 minutes later it seemed that it was going to open up again so we headed back to go to the hotel and get ready for dinner with Biggs Darklighter and his fiancée. We met at Landry’s Sea Food outside of Tampa, and enjoyed a good dinner and visit. I called it time to go so they could still have an evening together. We headed on to the hotel of computer play and blogging and then off to bed about midnight. A last note, It sorta seem like I am on the even plane on the topside which seems not great or excessive. I am still on 500mg Depakote X1 daily at bed time. There does no seem to be any effect at all and is difficult not having a competent professional to monitor it. Life goes on.
2009-08-27 Thursday
Still on Vacation in Tampa Florida, More Clearwater than Tampa.
Up this morning about 0830 and rushed off to the free Hotel breakfast because we did not know when it would end. Headed out to Clearwater beach about 1030 with the skys looking meanicing, but no rain. Today I am feeling pretty much status quo as I have had for the last 3 days or so. At the beach we started off parking where Mara Jade Skywalker had suggested to park because it was only 75 cents but had to be fed every hour and then as walkin go the beach I look at the meter over there and they were $1.50 hour but you could pay for as long as you want. Out swimming and all, a tinkle of rain but nothing really. Some after 1300 we decided to head back and shower get some lunch then head down south to see the “Sunshine Skyway” the bridge which was rammed by a 606 foot freighter bringing down a good portion of the center span with 30 something people dying. Tragic but the rebuilt bridge is very beautiful with a video being posted with this blog. We continued being tourists and drove about, took picture and made videos. Back for the evening and out for dinner about 1930 at a BBQ place off Highway 60 in Clearwater. After dinner back in the Hotel room to blogg and tend to nothing really, gelling and relaxing, For Sure!
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2009-08-24 Monday
0600 – ½ – 1815
The weather is nice this morning and pleasant, took the dog out for her 20 minute walk. 0600 In and now is the time to respond to my expense report alert reminder. 0730 The temperature in here is like being in a cave, it is cool and uncomfortable. 0853 Darth Desolus in. 0924 A moment of reflection, today seems that I am on the upswing for my moods. 1131 Finished with Darth Desolus and Count Dooku on what to do for business development in Oregon. This took 1 hour. 1230 Back from lunch and spent all afternoon doing the Trandoshan sign estimate as well as creating a revised 8t88 tutorial as I go along doing the bid. 1818 Time to wrap it up and head home. 1840 Having Dinner 1905 Down in the Dungeon working on the IBM notebook to have as a travel computer while doing backup and data archives. A very slow process. 2140 Tending to for the night and off to the hot tub and then bed.
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2009-08-23 Sunday
Begin the day with the usual 20 minute walk with the dog while Mara Jade Skywalker sleeps. She was still in bed when I got home , so I asked if she wanted anything special for breakfast but she said no so I did me some steak eggs toast and coffee. Mowed the front and back yard before the sun got too hot and then had a dip in the hot tub. Checked the weeks lottery and and only won $2 on the Cash5. Went to the store and got new lottery for the upcoming week. Working on getting the blogs updated. Will be working on the IBM notebook to get ready for vacation travel to Tampa Florida leaving Wendesday 8-26-09 returning Saturday -29-09. The dog with be staying with Anakin Skywalker while we are gone, She usually get a big kick spending time other places also.
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2009-08-20 Thursday
0600 – N/L – 1700
Did the usual 20 minute doggie walk, the weather was a bit nicer than usual. 0600 In right off on what is necessary. Parade of those who need help or are Wippin and helping to be sure they are on track. Did work available analysic for Darth Vader and found 8.5 million over the next 90 days. 1000 Jarael did a minimal purchase to find Obbi-Wans info and all was incorrect. Shows what $1.98 will do for ya. She said she will try another search. 1145 Talked with Dexter Jettster over work codes for prequal with AP. We did find the correct phone number for Obbi-Wans, and I called and talked to his current wife who said he was out of town. 1330 Jan Ors lets me know that we did not prequal for the Death Star Traffic Signal bid. It appears that Khorm did not prequal either. Curve balls that life throws just can’t be hit but we roll on.
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2009-08-19 Wednesday
0600-N/L-1800
Did the usual 20 minute doggie walk this morning, the chill has moved in and I think we have seen the last of summer. 0800 Bvelgro in. 1000 Darth Desolus took 45 minutes to fill me in about what he thought about doing business with Ponda Baba 1030 Ponda Baba in for drama – something stirred with Bnexek?? out meeting with Bvelgro?? 1130 Bnexek stopped by and blow off on what Fugaw up to, who cares!! seemed real condensending. 1315 The drama over Fugaw and Bnexek thickens and Bvelgro and Panro are deep in it. Don’t they have enough FUCKIN drama without creating more? 1710 Talked with Bvelgro and Yecrbf on CCD intersections strategy.
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2009-08-16 Sunday
Early in the morning the dog was very insistant in the fact she wanted walking so I rolled out of the rack and stumbled downt the hall to the potty to do my business so the doggie could get her walk, for goodness saakes it was only 0730 on a Sunday morning. After the walk the little ladys was up and suggested biskits and gravy and I readily agreed that was a great idea. While she got breakfast going I went and did a dip in the hot tub and since I was just going to be dinky in the den I went ahead and called it a bath. Headed for the den to do some ditty or dat but just could not get my head around it so I headed to the office to do some simming and pratice with some proper pioltage. Man I was on that way too long late afternoon so did up my weekly lotto and headed to the petro facility directly to draw up some new lotto wagers. But to the homestaed and got the bills caught but damn! I really got to get around doing the ledger for everything. Its getting late and dinner was soon so I stoed the unpleasantries uintil the becj=kned me again and headed to dinner. Very nice fare and plent filling, settled in to watch the finish of the dinner show and headed to the office to put the finishing touches on the existing web sites and do some testing. Set up the Xamp environment on the travel computer and other things I would like to have for travel and it has become time and past to beddy bi.
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2009-08-01 Saturday
In Kashyyyk for Seafare 2009 and my first face to face meeting with Nas Choka
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2010-10-15 Friday
One day while my lil lovely has been gone and I am here and from here it is blessed there of which I am glad but I have been giving her a hard time of which I shouldn’t but can’t let her think it really is blessed for even I know That it isn’t.
Dis with her boys but then no difference than normal but I just hope it doesn’t progress. Me, I am dandy as candy . . . We know that is bull shit RIGHT?
THE DIALOG BELOW IS ONE OF THE CONSTANTS I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND I NEED TO KEEP IT OUT THERE THAT I CAN DO SOME THINGS BUT IT IS JUST NOT ALL THE TIME AND MAYBE NOT ALL THIS MONTH OR EVEN YEAR BUT THERE ARE THINGS I CAN DO.
I may not have mentioned it but I really enjoy photography and can actually say that I do pretty well by it. Sooner or later I will try to get a gallery of photos that I take up and can say that amoung other things I am a pretty good writer also. I have written a number of ebooks, mostly on internet subjects and how-to for craigslist, twitter, google adsense and other popular marketing subjects. For my faithful readers I will make available totaly FREE to you, any and all if you desire just send me an email to ebooks@bipolarydiary.com tell what you would like or what type of ebooks you like or just ask for the whole list of what I have available. Yours FREE as I said for being one of my faithful readers and if you like I will do the same for all your family and friends. Not cost, no gimmick.
I will end on that note – keep reading, learn, live happy and share.
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I know that I ramble alot and the direction is not always lucid but email me by clicking the link below if you want more information on something I did not finish writing about or in a lucid moment clarify something I did write.
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2010-10-14 Thursday
My dear is oft to the promised land and let me tell you it has been years since she has been home and by and by she has sleep dysfunction because of the guilt she has about leaving there and it got to the point that she had to go back but on her return home the sleep dysfunction will be tri-fold for GOD only knows for how long but I am good with that may be nice to have some company during my torment.
THE DIALOG BELOW IS ONE OF THE CONSTANTS I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND I NEED TO KEEP IT OUT THERE THAT I CAN DO SOME THINGS BUT IT IS JUST NOT ALL THE TIME AND MAYBE NOT ALL THIS MONTH OR EVEN YEAR BUT THERE ARE THINGS I CAN DO.
I may not have mentioned it but I really enjoy photography and can actually say that I do pretty well by it. Sooner or later I will try to get a gallery of photos that I take up and can say that amoung other things I am a pretty good writer also. I have written a number of ebooks, mostly on internet subjects and how-to for craigslist, twitter, google adsense and other popular marketing subjects. For my faithful readers I will make available totaly FREE to you, any and all if you desire just send me an email to ebooks@bipolarydiary.com tell what you would like or what type of ebooks you like or just ask for the whole list of what I have available. Yours FREE as I said for being one of my faithful readers and if you like I will do the same for all your family and friends. Not cost, no gimmick.
I will end on that note – keep reading, learn, live happy and share.
YES! Share. A note about that.
PLEASE, PLEASE! Leave a comment below telling me of yourself, about your affliction and how it affects you. You can state you comment is PRIVATE to me or you would like to share it with all of my readers. Leave some sort of note telling me what you like about my writing, what you don’t like. Is there something you would like to see me write about, am I lucid enough to be understandable. Are you feeling my pain and my joy? Tell me, please if you would. Share your thoughts and message with me.
I know that I ramble alot and the direction is not always lucid but email me by clicking the link below if you want more information on something I did not finish writing about or in a lucid moment clarify something I did write.
Do You Like The Pictures? Do You Want More? email me and let me know Send a email or leave a comment.
For those of you who did not get the opportunity to download my last book WHICH IS FREE, click on the email above asking that I send you a link for the download.

