Bipolar Diary

And from Clearwater Florida, we are still vacationing. Out to breakfast at Bob Evans and then on down to the Beach. When we got there it was threatening to storm so we decided to walk for a while and maybe find a store to wait out the rain.. And rain it did, quite a downpour. We were in the Clearwater Harley store and before we left we had spent over $100.00. We walked on back to where we had parked and put in our shopping loot. A side note here this really wasn’t a manic induced spree but just that of opportunity – I think. We went on to the beach and swam for some and 30 minutes into the swim clouds were threatening to blow out again so we headed over to the pier for cover and it did rain shortly and went on for another 30 minutes till it subsided substantially but not much so were headed back to the beach and it drizzled and rained harder for over 30 minutes and then pretty much stopped so we decided to quit swimming and walk down the beach walk so we stowed the beach gear in the car and went walking. The weather held but about 40 minutes later it seemed that it was going to open up again so we headed back to go to the hotel and get ready for dinner with Biggs Darklighter and his fiancée. We met at Landry’s Sea Food outside of Tampa, and enjoyed a good dinner and visit. I called it time to go so they could still have an evening together. We headed on to the hotel of computer play and blogging and then off to bed about midnight. A last note, It sorta seem like I am on the even plane on the topside which seems not great or excessive. I am still on 500mg Depakote X1 daily at bed time. There does no seem to be any effect at all and is difficult not having a competent professional to monitor it. Life goes on.

Still on Vacation in Tampa Florida, More Clearwater than Tampa.
Up this morning about 0830 and rushed off to the free Hotel breakfast because we did not know when it would end. Headed out to Clearwater beach about 1030 with the skys looking meanicing, but no rain. Today I am feeling pretty much status quo as I have had for the last 3 days or so. At the beach we started off parking where Mara Jade Skywalker had suggested to park because it was only 75 cents but had to be fed every hour and then as walkin go the beach I look at the meter over there and they were $1.50 hour but you could pay for as long as you want. Out swimming and all, a tinkle of rain but nothing really. Some after 1300 we decided to head back and shower get some lunch then head down south to see the “Sunshine Skyway” the bridge which was rammed by a 606 foot freighter bringing down a good portion of the center span with 30 something people dying. Tragic but the rebuilt bridge is very beautiful with a video being posted with this blog. We continued being tourists and drove about, took picture and made videos. Back for the evening and out for dinner about 1930 at a BBQ place off Highway 60 in Clearwater. After dinner back in the Hotel room to blogg and tend to nothing really, gelling and relaxing, For Sure!

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On Vacation – In Tampa Florida
Mara Jade Skywalker and I left the house at 0730 heading out to the parking shuttle lot stopping on the way at Sonic to catch a bite before heading to the airport. All throught security and waiting for the plane to getting on the pplane all was uneventual, all good. Still feeling on the upside, nothing great or such. More on the upswing tahn anything but all good. Did get ahold of Alan, said we would try to connect while here but hard to say how that is going. Had dinner down by the beach, but fighting a down pour and a real good one at that. By the time dinner was over the rain had stopped so we walked out pier 60 and paid our 50 cents to go to the end and did some pictures and video. Back to the Hotel, Holiday Inn Express in Cleaawater on Highway 60. Certainly not the worst one we have stayed at but then not one of the best either. Comfortable though. Done and in for the night.

Nighty night all..

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0600 – 1/2 – 1800
0430 Out walking the dog for the 20 minute walk. 0600 In the office and right away tending to all that requires attention. Feeling fairly well, on the upside nothing radical I suppose. My desktop computer is acting up a bit tho I suppose I will survive or don’t really care for I will be on vacation. 1020 I have just spent the last 90 minutes with Darth Desolus
discussing business growth and what I see my stratiges to be. I was looking to Darth Desolus for direction and if the two us us see in like ways, which we did not and he proceeded to tell me what his thoughts were and by the time we were done I had no clue as to what he wants to do so it will remain status quo. We did conclude that we would bring Nas Choka out from New republic to Interview and possibly render an offer to.

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0600 – ½ – 1815
The weather is nice this morning and pleasant, took the dog out for her 20 minute walk. 0600 In and now is the time to respond to my expense report alert reminder. 0730 The temperature in here is like being in a cave, it is cool and uncomfortable. 0853 Darth Desolus in. 0924 A moment of reflection, today seems that I am on the upswing for my moods. 1131 Finished with Darth Desolus and Count Dooku on what to do for business development in Oregon. This took 1 hour. 1230 Back from lunch and spent all afternoon doing the Trandoshan sign estimate as well as creating a revised 8t88 tutorial as I go along doing the bid. 1818 Time to wrap it up and head home. 1840 Having Dinner 1905 Down in the Dungeon working on the IBM notebook to have as a travel computer while doing backup and data archives. A very slow process. 2140 Tending to for the night and off to the hot tub and then bed.

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0600 – N/L – 1630
As many know there has been an absence of many weeks while I have been transitioning from a public server and Blog to my own. I will continue as previously, so please do not fret, for as we have learned over the years it is extremely hard for me to focus at times and some may have been charting the swing over the years and may have an idea of what will occur and when.

For those who are new to this: WELCOME, be careful of what you ask for.

Hey everyone I am beginning to get everything up on the new blog and it will take awhile to get the rest of the history back, lots of formatting for the blog I had been on for 5 years was not entirley compatible but I will get it back up for I DO know that many of you out there really appericiate it. 
0600 Right off Jabba the Hut comes in plants his fat ass jawjacking. 0630 Moving on and beginning with the day. 0800 Darth Desolus in! 0900 Give Jan Ors info Monday that the copier/printer has issues needing serviced and today I tell her again with her reply being it is on the list which obviously translattes to she FORGOT! Office Manager may ass! The saga goes on 1630 Time to go home, so I am gone.

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0600 – N/L – 1700
Did the usual 20 minute doggie walk, the weather was a bit nicer than usual. 0600 In right off on what is necessary. Parade of those who need help or are Wippin and helping to be sure they are on track. Did work available analysic for Darth Vader and found 8.5 million over the next 90 days. 1000 Jarael did a minimal purchase to find Obbi-Wans info and all was incorrect. Shows what $1.98 will do for ya. She said she will try another search. 1145 Talked with Dexter Jettster over work codes for prequal with AP. We did find the correct phone number for Obbi-Wans, and I called and talked to his current wife who said he was out of town. 1330 Jan Ors lets me know that we did not prequal for the Death Star Traffic Signal bid. It appears that Khorm did not prequal either. Curve balls that life throws just can’t be hit but we roll on.

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0600-N/L-1800
Did the usual 20 minute doggie walk this morning, the chill has moved in and I think we have seen the last of summer. 0800 Bvelgro in. 1000 Darth Desolus took 45 minutes to fill me in about what he thought about doing business with Ponda Baba 1030 Ponda Baba in for drama – something stirred with Bnexek?? out meeting with Bvelgro?? 1130 Bnexek stopped by and blow off on what Fugaw up to, who cares!! seemed real condensending. 1315 The drama over Fugaw and Bnexek thickens and Bvelgro and Panro are deep in it. Don’t they have enough FUCKIN drama without creating more? 1710 Talked with Bvelgro and Yecrbf on CCD intersections strategy.

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0600 – N/L – 1830
Really cool out, summer is dying with sunrise about 0630. 0600 Getting right after it all. Printed everyone a 88t8 Guide, 6 in all which is a guide with 66 pages. 0800 In with Darth Vader listening to his big ideas but I only have the little red wagon with 2 girl scouts to accomplish these big ideas. 1000 Listening to Chewbacca and his concerns about a bust he can’t resolve in an estimate he did not want to do a turn over on 5 months earlier. His problem. 1447 Darth Desolus called telling me about his kill and wanted Taun We’s phone number to talk about game meat for her. 1531 Slamming on the Death Star bid 1615 Went outside to catch some sun and relief from the frigid temperature of the meat locker they call my office. Any how outside was Darth Caedus and Tibor talking to Darth Vader of which I found really curious! 1700 Darth Desolus calls all up in arms over the bullshit Ponda Babba is doing and is saying we are cutting all ties from him.

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0600 – N/L – 1830
Pretty chilly out this morning, did the 20 minute doggie walk. Some drizzly on the way in to work this morn, not much tho. 0600 Did expense report reminder went off. Tidy up email. Get into Death Star . Jan Ors out with a migrain. Count Dooku needs access to an old directory. Met with Ponda Babba on this and that with Yuuzhan Vong work a gimme also a Sewer Plant at 730k. Met with Dexter Jettster on the upcoming big work/projects, Darth Vader busy and not in attendance bizzy with the other group and Darth Desolus is on vacation. 1100 Met with Chewbacca about the Second Death Star mine and how to bid and price. probaly not much help? 1200 Spent the rest of the day on doing an 88t8 tutor workbook for everyone.

At some point during the day I have realized that I have not experienced such lows in many years. A few months ago I had a run at medication monitored by my General Physican that I had quit taking. Today I began again to be medicated while I search for a shrink.

For those of you who did not get the opportunity to download my last book WHICH IS FREE, here is my email Bipolar@BipolarDiary.com, just send me an email asking that I send you a link for the download.